The items we read here made me extremely unfortunate. I’m A turkish guy

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The items we read here made me extremely unfortunate. I’m A turkish guy

Therefore guys, I experienced quite lots knowledge about turkish people, specially Turkish man.

So, i visited turkey when it comes to first-time in august 2017 and I also discovered that turkish folks are extremely hot, welcome, friendly to tourist, helpfull quite often, and HANDSOME! OFC haha. So i went there to join a festival, and theres a another combined team participant too from a different country. And each team got 2 trip frontrunner from turkish, to assist us or even to explain everything in turkey, lucky me personally I acquired a handsome trip frontrunner. Therefore, we came across this turkish man, like we said hes very very very handsome, and also helpfull. For the reason that time, I believe i simply met probably the most guy that is handsome ever met during my life time. I invested 1 week there, hes being therefore large, kind, helpfull all the full time to us. And soon we realize I became crazy over him. In which he had been like simply smiling or laughing everytime i inquired for a photo as well as him, since hes extremely looking that is good. Thus I asked a million image he was like smiling laughing, very sweet with him together. But then i experienced to go back home, therefore sadsince we live so far from each other: ( i think i will never ever be able to meet him again after that. But from then on event, hes kinda arrogant rather than responding to my whatsapp, and simply liking 2 of my instagram image. I became therefore broken hearted, eventho i knew this thing wouldnt be wiped out too much, but I simply feel sad and broken hearted, being away him again, etc. But theeennn… from him wouldnt be able to see. Idk if its a fate or exactly just exactly what, I acquired to be able to return to turkey just FUCKING 4 MONTHS after my final visit and so I returned here for my second check out in january so it winter time, i like… that is mean. I felt therefore fortunate for the reason that time I do believe.
And you also understand what may happen, i soon texted him that im heading back to turkey once more, perhaps we could satisfy once more going back time etc, i nevertheless love and like him in that time. But yeah, he said he shall relocated to london etc and wasnt in a position to fulfill me personally for the reason that time. We asked in regards to the information of his things that are moving london, but he appears avoiding me. And also this time I am going to spent 40 times in turkey, is the fact that too impossible for him to met me personally only for 1 2nd. Huhh. Hence I obtained a conclusion that we cant meet him again after thousand miles i flew, but thats alright. Because we have brand brand new objective of finding its way back to turkey for searching another man, and managed to move on with. And also you know very well what? My 2nd journey in turkey… I MET NOT MERELY ONLY ONE GUY THAT LOVES ME, BUT MANYYY man LOVES ME HAHA. Although not love in relationship means, they adored me personally as being a buddy, sibling, and household. Therefore after invested 40 times in turkey, we came across lots handsome man, also far far far waaayy better hotter more handsome as compared to very very first guy I happened to be falling with. Im therefore glad. Im managed to move on. But we nevertheless wasnt able to inform the real difference of whenever this guy just like me as being a household or he flirting beside me. But I happened to be therefore happy there, we received therefore love that is much everytime… however this dilemma returns once again. I love so guy that is many even so very hard to choose what type that my heart really love, since theyre very warm hearted, kind, HANDSOME, etc. And then for the reason that selection of guys that I love, theres this one guy i really very like and cant end contemplating him on a regular basis like legit, everytime i think about him. Hes very nice, we did a lotsssss physical experience, like hugging, idk in turkey maybe hugging is similar to typical thing. But in my situation it’s very special, so we hug one another a lotssss. And in my situation this hug means different, everytime i hug him i feel it to my heart when I push my human body to him, since hes really high, my mind would be in the upper body, and I also will usually smell him, omg i cant describe it. Also it occurred nearly everyday for 40 times. And then he additionally kissed me personally in addition to mind on valentines time, and stated “happy valentines day” omg. He did all those sweet small items that made my heart confused like “is this thing typical in turkey?? Like having a boyfriend gf relationship in just friend”?? So im simply kinda allow it to flow, enjoyed every moment i spent in turkey with a plenty of my friends… after whwech i experienced to return house. At yesterday in turkey, i’d to settle their spot because something’s going on that time… so we simply slept when you look at the same space. We slept in the sofa, in which he slept in the sleep. But because he had exams so he had to keep up later until like 3 have always been something. Since i also cant eveennnnn sleep that time with him omg, like hes my crush, and now i will spent the night with him because i was waayyyy too nervous. So its very embarrassing silence in the area. He did their research stressfully, and i had been simply here laying attempted to get some rest but i cant, its ended up being toooo embarrassing, stressed, but im too pleased, i felt like im dreaming. Hes often sit close to us to smoke cigarettes. We just did the plain items that few frequently did, also its far more sweet. And I also wound up cant rest until he completed their research at 3 am, and I also slept at 3.30 am. Each morning, we woke up i needed to keep to catch the train to go back. Then whenever I wish to keep their space, he sleep still. I became more or less to love, didnt wish to disturb him at all. The he woke up after which we hug kinda few years, and me myself considered it as being a goodbye hug, hes the man I adore, like, and also this is my final time seeing him, therefore i hug him sooooooo tiiighhtttttttt like omg i wanna cry: ((((((((((((((((((((((((((: (((((: ”””((((((((((((((. Idk, we felt so hot and comfortable whenever I hug him. Then we said goodbye but i keep coming back hug him tight once more, after which in the long run he stated “if theres such a thing u need in istanbul, just text haha that is me so sweet. I quickly left. When I left perhaps not until one hour he text me personally about something, after which he said “i love you, sorry my troubling” with love emoji. Idk. Isnt that too sweet right. I actually love him. And today its been like half a year after, i text him often, because we knew hes busy, really busy with every thing. I knew just just how their day by day routine is, hes really social able even perhaps way too hard to text somene. I sometime that he said hes busy and he missed me too text him said i missed him, whats up like. But he usually left my text unread. Then again he still like my instagram image.
Hahahaha im sorry if my tale had been tooo long to learn, and sorry my english wasnt that good, and in addition if u read every one of my tale, can u let me know whats do I need to do or what exactly is this thing called? Will there be a hope in my situation? I truly had problems with turkish guy ?? please huhu: ( thanks

Exactly exactly What means of ” secular” and “Ataturk”,? To learn if they’re good or turkish. This is certainly bad.

This is really helpful. Happy to understand these specific things

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